Subtle Accord

( That's a historical reference, not a sexual one. )

( Clusterfuck )

( Too altruistic for his own good. )

( Captain Obvious the rescue )

( Better off an orphan )

( Brass and Tantrums )

( airsick bags and love )

Today I woke up and you were gone
The whole day wondering what I did wrong
It's like I'm falling from a mountaintop
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop

Can you see this hell I'm living
I'm not giving up

Will you crawl to me
Will you fall with me
I'll never crawl to you
I've done it all for you

Well don't deny
The hand that feeds you needs you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you

There goes a piece of me
Will I cease to be
I've never lied to you
Fought bled and died for you

Well don't deny
The hand that takes you breaks you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you

There she goes and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the

Well don't deny
The hand that feeds you needs you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you

Will you crawl to me
Will you fall with me
I've never crawled to you
I've done it all for you

well I'm here
and summer is gone I hear
so pray for me
as I now leave your town
when did I say this
I will never leave
I can't recall this
moment in my life

you would never sleep at night
if you knew what I've been through
and this thought is all I have
to trust upon when light is gone

my problem was
that you kept me here too long
and today is when
we'll regret that I came by
when did I say this
I will never leave
I can't recall this
moment in my life

life is full of darkness
and murderers come my way
someday you will join them
and I will let you in

one day darkness showed up at my door
ate the light, closed my world
told me the demons where here
and that i was wrong
all along

everything washes away
fear and despair
never knew what they meant
until the black
came my way

in our full circle
we fed each other
in the fall

in this cold year
that consumed the strength, the will
with so little to hold near

if i was the sky
would i hold you dear
(or come crashing down)
two dead names waiting
two dead names

reaching out with cold hands
wishing it would all come together
(in a final infinite white)
two dead names screaming
two dead names

"And so I leave this world, where the heart
must either break or turn to lead."
[Nicolas-Sebastien Chamfort (1741-1794)]

Despite these imperfections
Despite all I say
Insight and recollection
I'm done with yesterday

I will lose my mind
And make real this time
To leave it all behind
I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign
Planets will align
I'm gonna blow my mind
I won't cry wolf

The one I trusted sold me
This is overblown
But I didn't want to believe
Everyone I trusted deceived me

I will lose my mind
And make real this time
To leave it all behind
I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign
Planets will align
I'm gonna blow my mind
I won't cry wolf

I figured out I'm holding on too tight
And I can't let go
I'm hiding, I'm needy, on the inside I'm bleeding
I'm searching for something but it can't seem to find me
On the surface there is someone that pretends to focus
I'm waiting and wanting, to accomplish and go on
Trying to live when the pain can all be gone
Conforming to confusion
The voice in my head
Leading me here back home

I will lose my mind
And make real this time
To leave it all behind
I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign
Planets will align
I'm gonna blow my mind
I won't cry wolf

Dreams of earth quakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves (to wash us all away)
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone

No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casualty
No more dream

Fall into sleep, fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me
Hang onto a dream, that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease (to take us all away)
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone

Fall into sleep, fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me
Hang onto a dream, that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside, are we blind
We cant keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside

No more fallen
No more enemy

Fall into sleep, fall into me,
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me,
Hang onto a dream
That nobody wants, nobody cares
Nobody wants, nobody cares anymore

All gone

All gone
All gone
(All gone)

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? that is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in, describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart,
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises (no more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen.

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you Yeah-yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
o god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you Yeah-yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you Yeah-yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you Yeah-yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you Yeah-yeah

Who are the stars?
Who are the stars?
They lie…

How can I carve your name in the trunk of a tree that'll be here long after we're gone?
I can't even write it in the steam on the mirror.
And with nobody listening, not even myself, it's as much as I can do
To whisper those words in your ear.

After all of these years, look at me here
With a love song stuck in my throat.
Got the weight of the world on my shoulders,
I won't let it go.

How can I dive right down in the deep blue sea and still hope to find my way home?
When I stumble on my way to the shore,
And when all of the airplanes, all of the cars, and all the miles in the world
Are sometimes not enough to quite reach your door.

After all of these years, will you look at me here
With this love song stuck in my throat.
Got the weight of the world and there's not too much else I can hold.

And what if my chances run out someday,
What if life's not my batting machine?
What if it stops throwing pitches before I hit one clean?

How can I lie beside you night after night and pick at the lock on your heart?
When I never once opened my own.
Cause the last time it got free, it just cut & run like a stray out in the street
And it took just about all I had just to make it come home.

After all these years, is the time drawing near
When a love song flies from my throat?
Can I lay down the weight of the world by the side of the road,
Lay down the weight of the world and call myself home,
Lay down the weight of the world?

Oh man, I'm tired and lonely
Again, why must it be
A man is drowning slowly
And he can't keep above
Gone way to deep, oh yeah

Open skies are falling
Tears are coming down
Like a drop of rain falls to the ocean
And comes back around
One rainy day

Oh so many times I should've crawled when I went running by
And since then I've been left feeling traumatized
Raped and drained of an innocence
A gift we've lost over time
And still I gaze through this one rainy day
Alone with no one by my side

Open skies are falling
Tears are coming down
Like a drop of rain falls to the ocean
And comes back around, yeah
I swear I've given, I've given you all I can
Never will you ever make me feel this way again, oh
On this one rainy day

Hey, open skies are falling
Tears are coming down
Like a drop of rain falls to the ocean
And comes back around
One rainy day
One rainy day
Oh one rainy day
It's been just, one rainy day

From Hello



I know how wear the costume
I know how to wear the mask
I even like the feel of having to ask
I like the sound of your whistle
I like the way you wear your grin
I even like the taste of my will caving in


I'm not a junkie for your love
I'm not a junkie
I'm not a junkie for you love
I'm not a junkie
Don't tell the captain
Don't you tell him what I've done *
Keep it coming
Keep it coming
Stop



This is such a sweet collaboration
You got the power & I got the shame
Funny thing is we both want somebody to blame

I'm not a junkie for your love
I'm not a junkie
I'm not a junkie for you love
I'm not a junkie
Don't tell the captain
Don't you tell him what I've done *
Keep it coming
Keep it coming
Stop


I'm not a junkie for your love...
Go tell tell captain
Won't you tell him what I've done

( Creepy people )

( It all hinges on the ties.. )

( Moody Firefighters and Tie Epidemics )

They are like the members only prize.





--Heather